Merry Christmas

Ho Ho Ho Ho  Ho

Merry christmas to all my friends and family, this year's christmas is definately less exciting as last year and obvious the year before. (yes i still remember the crazy nights we had in hk guys)

For this years christmas i didnt do much. just had lunch with my relative and went home for christmas ham preparation. and the end result?

wellll.......................

 guess it was ok lol..... not brown enough cos im scared i might dry the ham up.

anyway. there is something important i have to say today.

as is Yooni's bday and also the mighty christmas festival!! i hope her all the best and enjoy her life no matter whats gonna happen in the future. (well no matter if il be dating her or not)

sounds so silly but guess im still innocent in relationship wise. hope i wont make the same mistake as 3-4 years ago!!!! ( well not gonna tell u guys cos u might laugh at me)

whatelse do i have to say? oh yea.... guys ill be bak on the 23 of jan for chinese new year, although its gonna be a short stay but ill definately try to catch up with u guys okok..

here are some special things i have at the moment

left onwards: Park Yooni (my dream gal), my car, new shoes, my high school bass guiter, and my new i phone.

well i better start my summer school assignment tmr or ill be running pretty late,,,,,,,,

catch ya guys up later.

and merry christmas to u all.

fantasy?

ive been acting weird recently.

why? becos i met a dream gal of mine,

a gal who is classified to be the perfect gf,

who is she? shes Park Yooni

Korean who speaks chinese, eng, korean, japanese and understand cantonese,

a gal whos slim, tall, beautiful and talented.

however is she just a fantasy of mine / does she really exist?

i wont have a clue.

point is: she is in melbourne at the moment and might come to NZ

however is not a definate yet.

my gut tells me i should get real till things have settled down first,

at least stop day dream and put urself in such a weird mood till she confirmed shes coming

oh yes.... i have a gf but is she really the one?

i have doubt on it, not becos i found a new target but just personality crash.

i seen and felt all the imporvements she tried to make for the past year but afterall we are two totally different person

if Yooni does come! what should i do?

well guess thats something i have to wait till that day comes.

as she is still a ? at the moment.

speechless

honey is in a bad mood again? i wonder why?
is it because i wasnt there for her when she needed me?
is it because something happened at work that she doesnt feel comfy to tell me?
is it because im not good enough for her or is it because something else happened?

seriously i really dunno. ive been working hard to save up sum money for a trip of two to somewhere else during this holiday
in return for the money, i have to work in hours that hunny bunny is free which is in the morning.
by the time i finished work, shell be at work
which means we hardly able to see each other,
afterall she has her social life to keep her occupied after work.

is not that i complain she doesnt spend enough time with me
matter of fact, she lost so much freedom by dating with me
and i really appreciate that, but be honest,
is not the part that she doesnt spend enough time with me that im angry at all the time
is the part that she makes things so confidential about her catching up with her friends

she always talk about communication but there is none,
i told her everything but in return she doesnt?
is it really that secret or just none of my business.
all i want is to know whats happening round ure life thats it honey.

i want this relationship to be perfect for u.
as we all know, ill do anything to make u happy.
as long as ure happy, im happy.
ure grumpy, ill be grumpy too
ure sad, i worried
ure cold, me confused

anyway, im not sure whats happening to you lately,
but hopefully u will start sharing ure thoughts with me rather than hiding it till too late
i hate arguing with u cos u act cold and mean when ure angry,
u said things that hurts my feeling alot and also do things to stab my heart

well, i guess thats basically what i wanna say from my heart

she is one confusing gal for sure

ps. this was a message which was suppose to post it on my honey blog, but guess i dun have the guts to do so,

so i posted on my own one so everyone else can feel how i feel except her as i know there is no point of doing that, she is just too selfish in a way.

nice to hear from u guys

hahaha pretty shock tat u guys replied my blog so fast!!!!!

many things has happened since im away.

seriously im not sure whats up with emmy and emily, if there is some misunderstanding between u two? sort it out!!!!!

johnaton seems like he vanished from this world! anyone heard of him?

fiona fiona? seems like u have grown up a bit too, remember u used to cried alot when u were in primary lol

anyway. thanks to emily, i have met a special friend of mine who lost contact for 7 years, yes just like me and u emily!.

we used to go to RHS togther, matter of fact she used to be my next door neighbour too.

she delivered my hw to me when im sick, she sat in the same school bus as me, which reminds me cherry, fiona and johnaton used to be i the same school bus as me too lol.

so much memories came bak to me last night, from kindergarden all the way till the day i left the country.

if i remember right, this special friend of mine was the last one has contact with me before the night i left hk 7 years ago? why? well thats because we used to date each other lol.

anyway. good news is that i might be coming bak during chinese new year or even earlier. so if i have a chance!!!! ill meet up with u guys again and have a good old catch up lol

before that, pls try to hunt down johnaton for me.

oh yea my face book is up and running, so if u know anyone who knows me? add them to my list okok lol

its about time to gather all my fellow friends from the past 22 years. specially the ones who spent my childhood with me.